What is my purpose?

Sometimes I wonder why? Not the deep why am I here kind of questions but more of the surface questions.
Why don't I have any energy?
Why do my kids fight all the time?
Why do I make excuses?
So what is my purpose? I don't really know. I love my family. I love the joy of my children but there are days(today is definately one of them, hence this post), that nothing gets accomplished and nothing happens that I need or want it to happen. Is it the cycle of the moon, that I like to believe?! or is there a greater force that I'm missing. What a blah day.

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Queen of my Domain

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