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I just had the most horrible night that I can remember in a long time. The children were heinous, is an understatement. Daniel was off at Young Men's and I ended up eating a whole Cadbury chocolate bar. Now the day was bad and I ended it by cheating on my diet. I am frustrated with my lack of commitment and am disappointed at my inability to be in control of my choices. The one person I normally vent my everything to is very busy in her own life and I am so happy for her. Just needed to get this off my chest.

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  1. KateMay 30, 2012 at 8:14 PM

    *gentle hugs* to you . . . I hope tomorrow is a better day . . .

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  2. The WaltonsMay 31, 2012 at 2:33 PM

    Aww Chis. Try to not let a crazy night get you down. You are amazing, beautiful and strong. Keep your chin up!

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